Im BleSsed SilENtly...

Silently my prayers are answered
A bless in disguise you appeared
Showering the rays of hope
Gathering my joys that are shattered

My crushed life laying beneath me
Yet i managed to inhale heavily
My heart shines with my tears
My soul found its mate so heavenly
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EacH NigHt I SeaRch For You...

Alone i stay on silent nights
Terrifying with my own feelings
I weep my brutal tears
I dread when demon’s smiling

I try not to divert my path
Since that is chosen for me
But I stumble on the thorns
Which blindfolded me to see
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AloNe In A MesS...

Cruel words heavier than blows
Precious secret only i know
Silent anger makes my hands fisted
Alone in bed turning and twisted

Cunning excuses along with lies
Raise many questions of whens and whys
Am I cursed or am i gifted
Not knowing what i am, blurred as mist
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DarKneSs FilLs My LiFe..

Darkness surrounds me each day
The reason i cannot say
It will be hard to beleive
No clue in whichever way

Darkness blindfolds me
My days are like my nights
I fumble to lay my hand
I yearn for the bright sunlight
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Wo Chand

Wo Chand Chup Gaya Muje Raat Sooonp Kar, Ankhon ko Intezaar Ke Lamhaat Soonp Kar

Ek Shahks Tha Jo Muj se Bicher Gaya, Ankhon Ko Meri Mosam-e-Barsaat Soonp Kar

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You NevEr TauGHt Me....

My eternal desire is to hold you
But it seems to me so hard to do
Is something wrong with my love?
I tried alot to reason it out

Every single day i made an effort
Yet i found myself lacking the force
Finally i lay on bed in pathetic pain
My love increases but nothing i gain

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Do I HaVe To PaY ThIs PrIcE...???

Looking deep into your eyes, hair blown on my face
Building up the emotions inside, sighing in slow pace
Longing for your touch, strengthening my faith
Will you feel the intensity of my love, so deep with grace

Petty petty times we spent together with love
Haunting my sleepless nights and torturing me
Wanting your embrace, wanting your grip like glove
To wash away my griefs and letting me free

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Despair : WhEn WiLl U uNdErStAnD

Dint I give u enough time?
To know me from inside out
Guarding my belief so blind
A mistake that I always doubt!

No matter how hard I tried
Exploring the places u’ve been
Every nook and corner I cannot find
Empty space is what I’ve seen

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Despair : MaGiC MoMeNtS...

One instance you are there, next you are nowhere
Witnessing your fade-out, torturing me everywhere
Burning tears are rolling down my hot cheeks
That’s the fact which frightens me for weeks

Rejoicing a few minutes, in my 24 hours
Cherishing the moments when you are with me
Magical passing times that I call it ours
With no regrets, when alone I have to be.

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Despair : CaNt ThEy SeE Im ToRn

Confusion filled my life
In my smiles & tears
I do not want to pretend
That I’m not in fear

Laughter frozen up
Spirits lower down
Goals unachieved
Leaving only frown

Joy exists no longer
Happiness stay no longer
Cheerful thoughts disappear
Leaving fake laughter
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Despair : BuRnInG FoR eTeRnItY

Lonely and torn as i weep
Why this happens I can’t sleep
Whatever occurs cannot be changed
Battling between life & death so deep

You are there yet you are away
Stealing my heart within a day
Hoping it’s safe wherever it is
Hold it tightly come whatever may

Each second without you seems years
I can’t walk-on but my mind wanders
Cruel distance snatched us apart
Left me bleeding tho’ you have my heart
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Despair : SiNcErElY fRoM mY hEaRt

Why do I fill with memories
For the love that’s never true
Yet I’m inclined to it
When happy days are few

Searching long for your support
The one you gave rarely
When you are needed the most
All I saw was being lonely

Grateful for the affection
Which I get on and off
From my side I gave full effort
Loyally it was full shot
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Despair : Is It My FaUlT???

Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there

Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true

Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or permanent?
Unanswered questions create this mess
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