Despair : SiNcErElY fRoM mY hEaRt

Why do I fill with memories
For the love that’s never true
Yet I’m inclined to it
When happy days are few

Searching long for your support
The one you gave rarely
When you are needed the most
All I saw was being lonely

Grateful for the affection
Which I get on and off
From my side I gave full effort
Loyally it was full shot
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Doubt : Am I nOt ThE oNe?

(The below two poems are gifted ones! wanna share with you)

I miss you
I think you know why I do
So many thoughts have skipped my mind
But I have not fallen in this time
I won’t deceive or trick you, I’ll be true
But I’ll be honest, I’m not right for you
I will never be perfect beneath this sun
And I cannot live to know, I’m not the One

I read your poetry at night
Some make me smile, some bring tears to my eyes
While I am away I wish I knew you before
You could have had my heart if it had never torn
But I cannot fall in this time
I can’t lie to myself tonight
You want another and I am never worth your love
I know why I am not your One

I remember our dance last night
I remember how to say goodbye
Will I ever get through this pain?
Somehow I wonder if I can ever love again
But I’ve been broken plenty of times
I’m still too young to cry
I keep falling into the lie
Why can’t I be her tonight?
When I look for others I find none
All I want is to be the One

To be with you
But to not be lied to
Will I ever find someone
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Prayer : AllAh, I RelY oN U

Allah I rely in you
The faith when I’m blue
You designed me this
You’ll make me smile thru

Whatever happens to me
I know you have a reason
In You I place my trust
My ultimate destination
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Despair : Is It My FaUlT???

Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there

Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true

Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or permanent?
Unanswered questions create this mess
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