Broken heartz

Age is just a number. Gender is just a body. Sexuality is just a label

2011-05-05T17:54:00.001+05:30

Age is just a number.
Gender is just a body.
Sexuality is just a label.
Distance is just miles.
Race is just a color.
Marriage is only paper.
Religion is just beliefs.
Looks are only seen.
Love?Love is love.
It is unexplainable, but when you find it.
Don't take advantage of it.
Cherish every moment of it.

Speak less to people whom u love most

2011-05-04T20:50:00.000+05:30

Speak less to people whom u love most...

Because if they cant understand ur silence...

They can never understand your words...

Nothing lasts forever. So live it up

2011-05-04T17:46:00.002+05:30

Nothing lasts forever.

So live it up,

drink it down,

laugh it out,

avoid the bullshit,

take chances,

and

NEVER have regrets.

I never knew what love was until I met you

2011-05-04T15:23:00.000+05:30

I never knew what love was until I met you, then when distance pulled us apart, I found out what true love is...

Love is like the gravity that pulls every human being towards each other

2011-05-02T18:18:00.000+05:30

Love is like the gravity that pulls every human being towards each other.

MakE thIs liFe As oUrS...

2011-01-09T11:53:00.000+05:30

Protect me with your embrace
Tightly as no air to pass
Shower me with your love
Swirling me like a compass

Blow it cold to my wound
Bear me up when I fall
Comfort me with your warmth
Hold me close from all

Numb me from my pains
Clear those brutal doubts
Unconscious me from my past
Show what my future shouts

Capture me in your bosoms
Link my soul to yours
This should go on forever
Make this life as ours

Don't ever Give up if you still want to Try

2010-09-05T10:36:00.000+05:30

Don't ever Give up if you still want to Try, don't ever Wipe your Tears if you still want to Cry. Don't ever settle for an Answer if you still want to Know. Don't ever say you don't Love Him/Her if you can't let Him/Her go

Every Time I Miss U

2010-09-05T10:34:00.000+05:30

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We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave

2010-09-05T10:32:00.000+05:30

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice

Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone

2010-09-05T10:30:00.000+05:30

Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone

My GoDsEnt...

2010-03-19T20:45:00.000+05:30

When these eyes of mine sleep
Wonderful thoughts of you linger
They dance within my dreams
And flow smoothly like stream

You, my Godsent and my choice
You raise my spirit by your voice
Even a second if you are away
My mind is low through out the day

I find myself smiling in sorrow
For I know you'll be there tomorrow
Assure me that all will be fine
You belong to no one but only mine

You, my blessing from above
Who makes me write all poems for love
Every word expressed show what I feel
And what I sense are nothing but real!

Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover

2010-03-19T20:43:00.000+05:30

~ Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover.... Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You ~

A ring is round, it turns forever and that's

2010-03-19T20:41:00.000+05:30

A ring is round, it turns forever and that's how long we'll be together

Sometimes u love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but u must. Sometimes it hurts

2010-03-19T20:33:00.000+05:30

Sometimes u love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but u must. Sometimes it hurts

2much to hold on to that thing u love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.

How blue can I get

2010-03-05T18:50:00.000+05:30

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart. Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart. A million words couldn't say just how I feel. A million years from now, you know, I'll b luvin u still D nights r lonly,D days r so sad n I just keep thinkin' about D luv tat we hav. n I'm missing u n nobody knows it but me...

To Say That You Can Love One Person

2010-03-05T18:46:00.000+05:30

To Say That You Can Love One Person All Your Life,Is Like Saying That One Candle Will Continue To Burn For As Long As You Live

I know that time can neva change d luv I have

2010-03-05T06:53:00.000+05:30

I know that time can neva change d luv I have 4... Except 2make it deeper still with everything we do... In all my dreams of coming years, u play d greatest part,4 I know that time will never change d luv within my heart

The emptiness is killing me slowly

2010-03-05T06:52:00.000+05:30

The emptiness is killing me slowly as i wipe the tears that fall from my eyes,I realize u're really gone.My heart breaks as it crumbles to the floor,I drop to my knees unaware of what to do. I close my eyes and picture you,I see your face,your smile.I feel your arms around me holding me tightly,so tightly I can't breath,I gasp for air.All alone, scared....Thats how I feel without you...

A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious

2010-03-05T06:51:00.000+05:30

A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty

I cant sleep tonight, i'm too busy thinking about u,

2010-03-05T06:50:00.000+05:30

I cant sleep tonight, i'm too busy thinking about u,about us.i reallly care about u N i'm so terrified that if i told u my true feelings about u that i would scare u away.
So i hold my feelings in and i write them down and i hope that oneday u'll feel the same way too...

All i Ever Did Was Love

2010-03-05T06:49:00.000+05:30

All i Ever Did Was Love...

And All You Did Was Lie...

Never UnderStood It ...

But Never Asked You Why ????

•๋●Luckyless•๋●

I Was Never

2010-03-05T06:42:00.000+05:30

I Was Never, One To Patiently Pick Up Broken Fragments And Glue Them Together Again.. I Know Well What Lies Beyond My Sleeping Refuge, The Nightmare I Built My Own World To Escape ...

I Have Tried So Hard To Tell Myself That You Are Gone,

2010-02-19T07:30:00.000+05:30

I Have Tried So Hard To Tell Myself That You Are Gone,

But Though You Are Still WIth Me, I Have Been ALone All Long =)

i KnOw OuT ThErE iZ a PeRsOn FoR Me ..

2010-02-19T07:29:00.000+05:30

i KnOw OuT ThErE iZ a PeRsOn FoR Me ...

ThEn wHy aM i So bLiNd To See ThAt YoU aReN*t MeNt FoR Me?

WarM mE wIth YouR hEat...

2010-02-14T11:44:00.001+05:30

The effects that you create
Have imprinted in my heart
The aura that you diffuse
Freshens my breathe till last

My yearnings rise to the star
Wanting to touch the sky
For every caress of yours
Makes me want to let out cry

With you wrapping me so tight
I can hear your fast heartbeat
Wish you could hold me forever
And warm me with your heat

When in love I have no fear
No demons can scare me thru’
The only vision I could see is
Your loving face and my love so true

No matter

2010-02-14T11:44:00.000+05:30

No matter how much it'll hurt me to see you, my most loved lost one, all that I wish is look into your eyes once again

DarK

2010-02-14T11:41:00.000+05:30

They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again

Made For Each Other

2010-02-14T11:40:00.001+05:30

The world is to end one day for you and me,
but our love will be there forever

Me And YoU

2010-02-14T11:31:00.000+05:30

We are the perfect couple, we're just not in the perfect situation

Life is nothing more than a test

2010-02-14T11:29:00.000+05:30

Life is nothing more than a test, the hardest test that anyone can ever take. There is no studying or knowing the next question. Each question gets harder, but we must pass, we must push to the limit, if even sometimes on faith alone

Forgive Me

2010-02-14T11:23:00.000+05:30

Forgive', that's a mighty big word for such a small man

Every Morning i Think ....

2010-02-14T11:15:00.000+05:30

I gazed at the sky thinking about what we had and what could have been. To believe we were going to last forever was impossible to think, but I did. Now I am left with a Broken Heart. Even though what we had wasn't real, the Pain and heartbreak you put me through was completely real. But even after what you did to me, every morning when I awake I ask myself, will my heart burn with desire for your love? Will I die if I don't feel your touch? Will my lips burn if I don't feel your lips touch mine? Because my Heart's one desire was and still is your Love.

Lonely

2010-02-14T11:11:00.000+05:30

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So, when you are lonely remember it's true: somebody, somewhere is thinking of you

Forever

2010-02-14T11:09:00.000+05:30

I may not be the one perfect guy in your life, But i will never be out of your life. It means
'Forever'

Tears

2010-02-14T11:05:00.001+05:30

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when she was
NEVER mine?

Im BleSsed SilENtly...

2010-02-14T11:00:00.000+05:30

Silently my prayers are answered
A bless in disguise you appeared
Showering the rays of hope
Gathering my joys that are shattered

My crushed life laying beneath me
Yet i managed to inhale heavily
My heart shines with my tears
My soul found its mate so heavenly

I don't walk alone in this thorny path
For you are there to accompany me
Shooing the demons that come my way
In you I looked for an identity

Keeping the faith in the Almighty
With my heart beating fastly
No more force left in my body
Relying on you to live readily

i Lost Everything =(

2010-02-14T10:52:00.000+05:30

i dream about you and i lost my breath, i saw you and i lost my nerve.

i gave you my heart and i lost my hope, i gave you my love and i almost lost my life. ~ I Lost Everything ~

If I CouLD RewInD mY lIFe...

2010-02-14T10:50:00.000+05:30

The streaming caused by my tears
Suffocates my throat though words are near
Holding my breathe to stop its flow
Dying to talk but phrases refuse to go

Coccoon myself in the worse nightmare
Scar in my heart is opening wide
Lying in sweat with shuffled hair
Silence of this night I gasp for air

Trying to set my thoughts free
But they are tight even i can't see
Thinking and thinking in this tragedy
Hoping one day you will save me

I wish I could rewind my life
So that i can avoid living on knife
Although my past was dull and dim
Better than dying a new death within

I aM NoT FaR...

2010-02-14T10:49:00.000+05:30

'I love u' is what i said
And i mean it from first day
The comfort you gave me then
Will brighten my life every way

Forgetting you i will never do
Wanting you i always show
Needing you is what i crave
Leaving you i never know

Gripping me tight assuring me
By my side you will always be
Every warm word uttered by you
In my life will lead me through

Missing you in every breathe
This you never come to know
It's so strong in my desire
Meeting you is what i vow

I Look Into Ur Great Brown Eyes

2010-02-13T20:43:00.000+05:30

I Look Into Ur Great Brown Eyes, Where Lov N Loyal Homage Shine And Wonder Where The Difference Lies Between Ur Soul N Mine

I look into ur great brown eyes

2010-02-13T20:42:00.000+05:30

I look into ur great brown eyes, where lov n loyal homage shine and wonder where the difference lies between ur soul n mine!

Before u met me, u were sad, iw as happy,

2010-02-13T20:40:00.000+05:30

Before u met me, u were sad, iw as happy, then i gave u my smile , and took away ur sadness,

and now i m going away forever, will take ur sadness and hide it in some part of my life and u will never feel that the smile up there is not yours.. its mine.

If I Could Be Anything I Would Be Your Tear

2010-02-13T20:33:00.000+05:30

If I Could Be Anything I Would Be Your Tear,

Rise From Your Heart Born In Your Eye,

Live Down Your Cheek And Die On Your Lips

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2010-02-13T20:32:00.000+05:30

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Happy Birthday to YOU :-)

2010-02-13T20:31:00.000+05:30

Happy birthday my love, I'm sorry I'm not there.
I promise, though far away, I really do care.
Happy birthday to you, my day and my night.
For you, I would capture all the star light.
Happy birthday to you, my friend, my life.

This day is yours alone, free of all strife.
Happy birthday to you, the air that I breathe.
You have given me all I'll ever need.
Happy birthday to you, my once in a lifetime.
I'd do anything to make your smile shine.
Happy birthday to you, my love, my dear.
I'd give up eternity to be with you, so near.
Happy birthday to you, my every thought and dream.
If I could, I'd make your life easier than it seems.
Happy birthday to you baby, my everything.
For you, I'd beg all the angels to sing.
Today is about you, and you alone.
About all the good you've never shown.
It's about the happiness, and dreams you share.
And times sadness has come and you've been there.
Today is your day, I'll say it loud and true.
Today is your special day, I swear I love you.
So happy birthday to you, thank you so much.
For living everyday, while my heart, you touch.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person

2010-02-13T06:55:00.001+05:30

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours

Keep me As a Friend.

2010-02-13T06:55:00.000+05:30

KeEp Me As A FriEnD AnD i'LL KeEp U iN mY HeArT L0Ck iT uP AnD

ThRoW AwAy ThE KeY So ThT No OnE CaN TaKe U aWaY FrOM M

If kisses were water,

2010-02-11T20:19:00.000+05:30

If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves,I will give u a tree.If u love a planet,I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine.

They say memories last forever

2010-02-11T20:18:00.000+05:30

They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading.

I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

Hurt Me Again

2010-02-11T20:17:00.001+05:30

All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.

My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.

I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?

I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?

I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

The fairy tales

2010-02-11T20:17:00.000+05:30

lt you see all them fairy tale moveies with the happy endings where they all ways foegive you and jst keep on loving now why cant tht happen in real lyf i love you boom there it is

Walking Out

2010-02-11T20:16:00.000+05:30

Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather,
it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

ѕρσι|є∂ ρяιη¢єѕѕ

2010-02-11T20:15:00.001+05:30

I can't forget what I felt for you cos it just doesn't go away. No matter how hard I try it seems I just can't move away. I'm caught along those false lines of so-called love.

Where a heart remains battered and broken in half. It hurts alot that you just walk away, And I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and find my own way. It hurts alot cos you don't really care, When you said "I love you" - it was just a way to ensnare..
Please don't treat me this way. For your sake, I agree with you money can buy love,but as for me, not the kind that truly warms your heart and soul.Every time I was pushed away from you, I wasnt afraid. Because it was like playing on a swing. Id push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.I knew you were in control of [How Far] you pushed me..

The Real Love

2010-02-11T20:15:00.000+05:30

You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening..

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss

My Dying Hope

2010-02-11T20:12:00.000+05:30

You used to be mine, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I regret those times, but I had nothing to do for it. I just hope and wait for you to come back. But yet I saw you with her. Right away I loose it all, I never bother to wait for you, I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, destiny played me so bad. You came in my way again, begging for my help. With tears behind my eyes I accept your hand waiting for me to hold. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as I could help you in any way.

We spend time together. And I found myself so happy with you. Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before. I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore. I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

Tomorrow then, I am so happy seeing you. Wearing those smile came from your very heart. Then shocked me for those very long hug, then whisper me these:

“ Thank you for the help, I know you still love me, and I appreciate that very much. I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,. And you know what, she call me last night, she wants me to be with her again, I am so happy that I can’t wait for this morning to see her again. But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever”.

Breaking myself into pieces, I answered you “yes” ..you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you kill me. Though that would be a forever wound.., I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness. I’ll just be here with my -Dying Hope-..

Things Without You

2010-02-11T07:14:00.000+05:30

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, I was dreaming, for her I was Feeling, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, trying figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck.
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cause without you my life is so lonely !

LoveBallad

2010-02-11T07:08:00.000+05:30

Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror

hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's
nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if
maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with
you

A Dark Corner

2010-02-11T06:58:00.000+05:30

★ §omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While..... ★ ★ §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You

A Dark Corner Where The Spiders Crawl Over My Back And The Rats Look Up To Me Like A God. Where i Sit And Cry, Crimson And A River Of Blood Flows From My Arm.I Scream But No One Hears Me..

Our Dreams

2010-02-10T19:41:00.000+05:30

As I look back on all that's happened.. growing up,growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I

realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be
gone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of
tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

iLLusion

2010-02-10T19:00:00.000+05:30

I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love.... It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.

I kept thinking of you..everyday and every moment. I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.(totally far from each other)

...somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented...

...contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye..but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you..and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late

Im AlwAys TheRe ...

2010-02-10T18:58:00.000+05:30

Do not ever feel lonely
Hard times come and go
I'm always there for thee
This, nobody will ever know

If my thoughts could express out
They'll protect you day by day
What i promise is not mere words
For my soul has reached your bay

Each step you want to take
My support will bring you along
Each time you want to be heard
I will listen to you like a song

Love is what i have
to keep you cheerful all day
Life is what i will give
To see you happy what may!

My valentine gift from My Princess :]

2010-02-10T06:37:00.000+05:30

Even if you were not mine,
I'd want you as my valentine.
You are special it's plain to see,
I'm overwhelmed that you're with me.

You are my life, my love, my all,
it's because of you that I stand tall.
I'm proud to have you by my side,
You revived my heart that once had died.

You've taken away the hurt and pain,
made me whole and less insane.
There's no more sorrows, a lot less tears,
fewer worries and fewer fears.

I'm now happy, content, secure,
nothing I've ever been before.
You have made my life complete,
there's noone else that could compete.

I believe you were made for me,
there's no stronger compatability.
I'll never take my love elsewhere,
because losing you, I could not bear.

I love you more than I can show,
with words or poems to let you know.
I'm ecstatic that you are mine,
my friend, my love, my valentine..

PleSe Don'T leAve Me AloNe...

2010-02-10T06:35:00.000+05:30

Sitting on the sky waving to me
Bowing to Lord wishing him to see
You are killed along with my soul
Oh my darling, don’t leave me alone

Hardly had we met, we fell in love
But you are snatched away to fly above
The comforts you give still warm my corpse
Without you on this earth, my pain is worse

Never known a love survived so short
Our spirits exchanged everything is worth
Not a soul you left can take care of me
I’m accused more, branding me free

But each day I pray for you to appear
But you sit there begging me to bear
Nothing I want except your side
Reserve me a place when I’m ready to die

Had I nOt Met YoU...

2010-02-10T06:32:00.000+05:30

Had you not passed by
To shake my tranquil world
There would be no hurricane
Caused within my soul

Had you not seen me
Our gazes would never meet
There would be no tears
That would drench my sheet

Had you not strike this moon
No aim would be ever wished
You would be one in million
I wouldn’t be in this mess

But I could’nt fight this fate
That cruelly brought you to me
I wonder why it is so
Should my life fill with this tragedy?

WhAt Is My WorTh?

2010-02-10T06:30:00.000+05:30

It seems to me you never cared
When I need you, you are never there
But each time I want to clear my doubt
The contrary I get leads me nowhere

Don’t I deserve to fulfill my queries?
Is that so hard for you to bear?
Why do I see only frowns on your face?
As your lover, i feel this is unfair!

All these occur for one reason
I love you so much there’s no end
But what I yearn is far from me
In all my paths there’s a bend

There’s no value, when your promises die
I have no choice but lay down my words
On my vast bed I can only cry
Have to succumb, when my voice is unheard

NobOdy KnoWs How MucH I LovE yOu...

2010-02-09T19:39:00.001+05:30

This smile that i have worn
Symbolizes that i'm torn
It was once real to me
The first time at you i see

These tears i'm shedding
Are the memories you gave in
Silently i collected them
During the days we were cherishing

The pains inflicted upon me
Even you can never see
Because i laugh out loudest
In order to let out my sorrows free

This mind always thinks of you
nobody cares to know
though im still in the dark
For the mysteries you show

It AlwAys HurTs For Me To KnoW....

2010-02-09T19:37:00.000+05:30

It always hurts for me to know
For what I did I never know so
In loving you my pace is slow
In memories space, I have much more

It always hurts for me to know
The desires for you had been killed
My wish is empty I am not greedy
Coz all I need is your love fulfilled

It always hurts for me to know
What’s valuable you never treasured
The dreams reserved became nightmares
My love for you has never been measured

It always hurts for me to know
That you left for me no way out
Except the tears shed down each day
But why does it hurt when I’m without

EacH NigHt I SeaRch For You...

2010-02-09T19:34:00.000+05:30

Alone i stay on silent nights
Terrifying with my own feelings
I weep my brutal tears
I dread when demon’s smiling

I try not to divert my path
Since that is chosen for me
But I stumble on the thorns
Which blindfolded me to see

I yearn for the ray of light
To guide me thru the dark
The candle burns my hand
I feel I’m swallowed by shark

Don’t know where this leads me
Deeper in vain I search for you
The final strength this fear will give
Your slight touch when I achieve

You WilL nEveR uNdeRstAnD...

2010-02-09T19:32:00.000+05:30

I don’t ever belong here
I’m so naive and clean
Those are my traces - then
Why are you so mean?

I smile broadly at everyone
But I cry within alone
I know I’m a good pretender
Right from my blood to my bone

Fear trembled me thru’ out
I shiver non-stop inside
But you always ask me why
I don’t ever know to cry

Not a truth I hear but lies
Lame excuses making me fine
But you can’t see one fact
For you I live and shine

It Has CoMe TO an End...

2010-02-09T19:29:00.000+05:30

My journey has come to an end
No one to search me more
My flesh you’ll find in tatters
My soul will disappear to the core

My destiny has been written
It has only you and me
But you have crushed it flat
No shape can i actually see

Helas! I have decided now
Not to give the sign of life
Since I’m not the only one
But they threaten me like knife

Struggling hard to find a place
To make you only mine
But this journey has been ended
And my heart is hard to mend

If You WeRe My ValEntIne...

2010-02-09T19:28:00.000+05:30

If you were my valentine
I’d warm you with blue sky
I’d be your moonlight
To brighten your nights

I’d bring the striking star
That shoots down for you
I’d give up my desires
To make your dreams come true

If you were my valentine
I’ll never hit you by a rose
But caress you gently by its petals
And give you the pleasure at the most

If you were my valentine
I’d treasure you to my heartbeats
My arms will always protect you
My life would be complete

I lOveYou WitH All My HeaRt...

2010-02-08T20:22:00.000+05:30

In you I see so many things
In you I dream all I think
Of you my heart froze to snow
By you my life becomes spring

In you I feel falsely blessed
For you I don’t want the rest
With you I live my lonely day
By you my soul becomes gay

In you I see nothing the same
By you I’m glowing with fame
In you I confide my whole self
With you I fly like sweet elf

In you I breathe the air
For you I’m ready to dare
Of you I cry lonely tears
With you no one I fear

SaRch InsIde You...

2010-02-08T20:20:00.000+05:30

Does it look that I’m so bad?
Coz I claim for s’thing I never had
My skull thunders like mad
Coz my heart is always sad

Morning noon & night time too
All I do is think of you
Before life discard me ever
Will you know what I do?

My life has come to a stop
The oxygen I breathe polluted me
I wonder what could pull me on
The remedy of you that I can see

What for me is happiness?
No materials or gifts can be
If you fumble in your soul
You’ll find the answer for me

WhO ArE YoU?

2010-02-08T20:18:00.000+05:30

Burning daily in this torture
The grief I always feel the same
I cannot accuse anyone
Yet I seem to get the blame

When looked onto the sky
I see sad face turns grey
And I’m fried in this flame
The fault is who’s I can’t say

The mess I’m going through
Jumbled my organs inside
Everything I see becomes flue
I only wish when to die

Who are you in my past?
The joy I lived once never lasts
Suddenly appearing from nowhere
You took my present share

ForBidDen LovE...

2010-02-08T20:14:00.000+05:30

My dreams realised as i see you
They are so beautiful I never knew
I wonder if you feel the same too!
Or you never noticed what they do?

I perform whatever you say
And inwardly I silently pray
In your words my future lies
In this pain my hurt never dies

In my heart so many doubts
When you smile, all vanish out
Even in despair I never let go
I vow that you will never know

My love knows only loyal and truth
It never alters even when my world is flue
This God has destined long back
Only I & you can understand that

TakE Me wiTh You...

2010-02-08T20:09:00.001+05:30

My knees bruised kneeling to the Almighty
Begging each day to bring you back
Even the Lord fails to convince you
No power can move you from your track

I wonder each second why you left me
After showing such affection blindly
Isn’t it cruel to pamper me in this ‘state’
You showed me the colors-filled-world with grace

I want to know you more through him
But he felt you sent me to trouble him
Not a trace of you he wishes to reveal
I do not want him but you as real

When you met me, this world slept off
For you to hold me warm and speak so soft
Devils do exist when he took you away
Dumping me in this hole where happiness fades

I'll DiE aT yOuR fEeT

2010-02-08T20:09:00.000+05:30

Walking with you, thru’ all the valleys
To see a single smile, I’m ready to dare
Horrible caves, and deep dungeons
Are nothing to me, because you are there

Seeing you sad, is what I never want
They call me mad, for the love I own
If Lord knows me, He’ll reward me soon
He’ll make you happy, by using this moon

Won’t let this world, to tear you in pieces
I’m there to shield, and bear your grieves
No-one will show, what you deserve
Only I know, for you what is reserved

To discover you, I need no lifetime
A simple glance, proves you are mine
Such a difference, you have created
To win your love, I’ll die at your feet

My Air Is You..

2010-02-08T06:02:00.000+05:30

When i look up into the air
Your intense breathe blew my hair
I wait for those wonderful moments
The romantic times that I share

Looking into your deep eyes
I know I’m never wrong
The path I took was right
I will never travel alone

In you I confide my heart
With me it’s never in control
I don’t fear that it will distort
For it’s in the hand of my ideal role

I feel you in my thick blood
In nerves, veins & body which is bare
Internally you are in my breathe
Externally you are in my air

I am Me...

2010-02-08T06:01:00.000+05:30

Hard to find another Me
Unique in heart especially
Imaginations filled with dreams
With all I’m in harmony

Hope is what I do
Love is my other name
Comfort you by my hugs
My tears will be the same

Warm words are my friend
All colors internally are like one
My mind is like a galaxy
I fear but brave to see

Trust me ! I’m not bad
To love I’ll hold you back
Too much I set you free
That’s because I am Me

LoVe In My HeaRt...

2010-02-08T06:00:00.001+05:30

Oh my darling, to view your sight
I waited for so many days
Dreams O Dreams, eyes dint sleep
I forgot all my ways

In your heart, the chilly snow time
In your eyes, the burning summer
In your love, the thick rainy season
In front of me, u are clung as pleasure

If you are the waves of the sea
If I happen to fall into it
I’ll float on your laps more
I’ll catch you till I reach the shore

The waves float onto the Sea
Gets mixed with the ocean
What you find in my heart
Gets mixed in my silence

DoN't InCoMpLeTe Me...

2010-02-08T06:00:00.000+05:30

Without you I’m incomplete
For you I accept defeat
One thing remains the fact
You widen in my heart the crack

In you my search stopped
At every passing moment
The day I set on you my eyes
Till then I will never die

You name it, I do it
Not to satisfy you
But to cheer myself
Because my love is true

For you I will ever fight
In order to hold you tight
I never loved to lose you
I mean every “I love you”

Was HelLo So HarD?

2010-02-07T15:14:00.001+05:30

When i said the first hello
You prefer to look away
When im about to let you go
You decided to come my way

I blushed when you heard me
You wished my presence everyday
You taught me many things
How to shine like flowers in May

When realised this is no dream
You stole my heart within no time
I tried to grab it back
Too late! you said "it's mine"

Oh my Lord! is hello so hard?
Because it's killing me slowly
One day i'll look forward
To getting you in my melancholy

Why ThiS hAppEnS...,

2010-02-07T15:14:00.000+05:30

I dunno why this happens?
Is my prayer wrong at start?
Is my faith so very weak?
Is my joy so very short?

I dunno why this happens?
Does love born with pain?
Will it erase all peace?
Will it leave bad stains?

In spring time you find dry leaves
In autumn you're beaten by cold breeze
In laughter you find your tears
In happiness, you remember your fears

Moments you gave me did not linger
They are messed-up with your memories
Moments i gave you were not stronger
That's why i'm living in grieves!

I bEleiVe In YoU...

2010-02-07T15:13:00.000+05:30

I smile when i hear you
Though it is false & not true
I hide by my small giggles
But inside, i'm always blue

I never know where i stand
I feel i do not deserve a glance
Everything comes first for you
Only at last you give me a chance

Is it written on my forehead
That i'm a cast-away
Why dint I stop my efforts
But hope to see my hey-day

The words you uttered to me
Are promises engraved deeply
If i could live my only dream
Because the faith i have is real

My PrOmIsE....

2010-02-07T15:12:00.000+05:30

During the moment of your troubles
Like you feel lost in the mid-sea
You want to scream but dumb-founded
There's no hope around to be

You look around to be in search of someone
You see no limit but an endless horizon
you wanna scream at the top of your voice
There, you hear a feeble sound like noise

You are stunt when you turned around
You see me there with extended arms
For i promise to appear whenever you need
Becoz you are my soul, my heart and my want

I howl, i cry and even i try to die
But will never desert you when storm rises high
I'll be your light in your darkness
For i'm your rescue at your every sigh

FaItH iN lOvE...

2010-02-07T15:11:00.000+05:30

Everything is just like a dream
when love beats your heart
Like rainbow after the rain
Love makes your world fall apart

My wish is to be with you
Even death crossed me through
When i realised my love is you
My happiness is when you realised too

My faith spoke a million words
Tho' all i went through is worse
But when my 'star' broke me down
My life had shattered to the ground

The moon drove me back to this lane
To save my 'star' inspite he failed
However beaten and broken i am
The faith in me cropped up again

MorNinG bReeZe...

2010-02-07T15:10:00.000+05:30

Although i am the morning breeze
Cyclones and hurricanes are at my feet
Struggling to shield myself from them
To come to you across the street

Through out my life i'll compromise
Because The hope within me is tight...
I thought my life is a fairy tale
But i still struggle with the reality fight

All i cherished are gone away
To prove my worth, i shud slog each day
Dint realise how cruel is this unsatisfaction
Coz i realised my dreams by only illusions

This path i walk so thorny for me
You are the only company i want to see
Will i stop detesting myself one day?
And learn to love my life with thee

InComPleTe DesTinY...

2010-02-07T15:08:00.001+05:30

In this painful solitude of mine
In the dark I hear the wind hissing
In my mind the numerous thoughts I ponder
In this horrible heart, I find something missing

These horrible nightmares appear to me
As I walk in the pool of blood
I wish all these were the lies
Or bury my soul into deep mud

I, the terrible victim…
Yet, I possess the strength inside
When I have knocked the door of death
But reality pushed me to survive

Although this is the test from above
Says I failed, but my love is true
This love will accompany my faith
To travel as far to reach you!

UnkNowN IdeNtiTy...

2010-02-07T15:08:00.000+05:30

I pasted permanently an artificial smile
And i find it hard to leave behind
I'm just a girl next door whom you know
But i'm not the girl whom you thought so

Some people don't care i exist
Some people only know i'm a mix
So many events have passed my life
Don't know still my own rights

Should i be somewhere else?
As far as i could ever go
Can someone take me there?
Ready to accompany like river flows

I won't worry but will wait
For you being my life's eternity
I'm a strong girl and won't let go
Even though my heart cries for an identity

I fElt In LovE aGaiN...

2010-02-07T15:07:00.000+05:30

Alone i sit with lonely memories
Wondering how life made me feel cheated
Passing the past that had killed me
Facing finally the mistakes that i created

At the end of the day, my heart broken
For my every move, i kept thinking
Eating my soul, enjoying my flesh
Not knowing the fact that my heart is sinking

Lord gave me a test, to make me stressed
Yet i failed even though i gave my best
Lying on my bed i asked for rescue
That time I came to know i need to rest

For the mistakes i made, i wont be the same
I have to admit that love is not a game
Raising my hands to ask for forgiveness
I cry in prayers, coz i felt in love again

ImpRisOneD EmoTioNs...

2010-02-07T15:06:00.000+05:30

Imprisonned in this painful emotions
So painful i have nowhere to run
Soul shrunken, heart blacks & blues
I can only see my life's dead end

Surrounded by incredible worries
Choked by oxygen, suffocated to death
Tightful agonies torture me every second
The only way is to pray for my breathe

In total mess, I lay emotionally
Confusion captures my mind
No solution and no way out
In despair, what can i find?

Yet in faith, i see my strength
As days run, it will thicken
This devilish mind locks tight my thoughts
But faith in you, remains hard like rock!

Is TheRe An EnD tO mY PaiN?

2010-02-07T15:03:00.000+05:30

My heart does not stop bleeding
Whenever your face comes in front
Veins knotted my fist tightened
The pain you give can never end

Anger overshadows my soul
Helas! I still cry your name
Temper rises in my mind
Why are you doing the same?

Will I ever get out of this?
Your hurt is only worsened
Tongue-tied I cannot blame you
Waiting for my heart to mend

You failed to look into my eyes
All you did is break the ties
I struggle to put the pieces together
For I am used to your stupid lies

Why I SheD mY TeaRs?

2010-02-07T15:02:00.001+05:30

All my hidden tears
All my feelings inside
All my pains that passed by
All i want is die

Broken down each day
None has nothing to say
All my dreams washed away
I hope there will be a way

My unseen artificial smiles
There is no decision behind
Thorny path i walk on
My life has no rewind

Blinded by things i do
Disturbed mind & vexed thoughts
Noone beside to confide
My problems always in clot

Trying to approach very near
That's the reason i'm here
But still battling with my fears
Not knowing why i shed my tears

I am YouR StrEngTh...

2010-02-07T15:02:00.000+05:30

Day and night i pray
For you to find a way
You should know to fight
Noone next to you will stay

With the best i can
To pull you out from agony
Have i failed in my effort?
To bring a smile in thee

Don't answer to all
Think you are not alone
For i'll be your strength
I'll make you raise tall

Forget all the tears you shed
It aches my heart too
Remember i live for you
Be happy even in your blues

You! My LaSt WiSh...

2010-02-07T15:01:00.000+05:30

Gloomy mood, I can never forget
How I wish we had never met
Battling my thoughts every day or two
Yet can’t take my mind off you

Within my palms will hold your face
Don’t know when, where & which place?
Trust me; my love is so so true
This love will unite me with you

A year ago, I know no tears
Brooding my past, yet I have no fear
Until you came along my life
I’m sleeping everyday on brutal knife

I feel special, that’s how you treat me
Often I wonder how could it be?
Don’t ever desert me in this blue
For you live in me and I live in you

I wiLl Be ThEre...

2010-02-07T15:00:00.000+05:30

When things are dark I'm always there
To hold your hands following you everywhere
Ease away your sorrows, lend you my shoulder
To keep you sane till you get older

Many times we accuse & fight like hell
But that increased our love as well
Those silly fights we often do
Make me miss you and my affection grew

The unintentional acts with unconditional love
Result by my care and support all above
There is no pain when expectations are less
Except your sincere love, I will be blessed

Nobody is perfect and so aint I be
That's how i'm made nowhere to flee
But to your eyes i am a flawless being
That's how my true love has made you feel

If I CouLd NamE thIs BonD...

2010-01-24T17:57:00.000+05:30

If i could name my bond
it would be an endless song
with a fabulous tune that rhymes
Lost in those pretty precious times

The bond that no one can guess
That relates you in loneliness
Once upon a time a boy & a girl
who fell in love within their nests

This bond was already destined
To this sad couple unsinned
They know nothing but true romance
Holding them by a thread so thin

If who could name this bond
kindly name also this song
For every note that plays along
will be the spirit of this bond

Don'T LovE Me For PitY...

2010-01-24T17:53:00.000+05:30

You are my lover and friend
That I have all in one
Anyone lucky like me?
All i can say is none

You never hide me anything
Including the girls you meet
You shudder my tiny heart
And you make me incomplete

I start my journey with you
Where no destination i reach
I let time give me an answer
And listen to your every preach

Luck is what i only wish
And living by your side
Even if you love me with pity
I don't have the right to whine

UnkNowN PaiN...

2010-01-24T09:13:00.000+05:30

I just want you to listen
To the soft whispering murmur
Of the music in this night
Where you carry my love further

May be you haven't tasted this pain
Or your's was washed like rain
The pleasure in it is sweet
The expect to end it in vain

The pain of wanting to be needed
But the pain in giving remains
That's why the hurt is still the same
At the end of the day there's no gain

You refuse to hear me
You don't let me see how you were
Deep in my soul the truth lies
To have you but you are not there

My heart stays open wide
Waiting for you to step in there
Hug me and hold me tight
Even though if you don't ever care.

My WalLs KnoW...

2010-01-24T09:00:00.000+05:30

Living as a corpse
I don't know how to think
Overshadowed by my anger
Uncontrolled by little things

Loneliness speaks louder
When solitude envelopes me
No one to share my pain
Only my walls echo again

Dampen the spirit by tears
Reaching out for rescue
Only you can lift me up
My walls only knew

Yet i feel being watched
At times when i am low
I'm never left on my own
His love is well shown